I love this girl.help.?

im completley straight.

with one exeption.

i love men,but i think i love her too.

what do you make of this:



we started talking quite alot and became close.

last night she stayed at my house .

we were drinking.

before we drunk we had 2 ciggarettes in my garden

after inhaling a drag,i leaned forward .

to my apsolute amazement so did she

i gave her a blow back

we went inside and began to drank.

we were sat on the bed on skypecall to a guy called jake.

tilting the laptop the other way, she leaned over and quickly kissed me , just once.

i was going to do something after that,to keep it going.

but i got the butterflies so much i thought i was going to be sick

i am in love with her.

in actuall love with her.

shes coming round my house in a weeks time.

how do i make things go the way i want this time?

were both 18 by the way.



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how do i get rid of that feeling that im going to be sick because of the butterflys and nerves?I love this girl.help.?
Okay so if you like men and women, you're bisexual or maybe not. So I am assessing what you have written there and it sounds to me that you get the butterflies as a self defense system because to you girls are gross and men are wonderful so your body is not allowing it to happen and you just found yourself a new best friend. Or you are bisexual and swing both ways. You should tell her how you feel about her and try to take it a step further except this time don't get drunk and see how that turns out. Try to do it without any influence to see how you feel. If you feel awkward with her then you don't swing both ways and you're just going to have to stick with men. Hope this helped.I love this girl.help.?
just do it.
First of all, you can't call yourself ';straight'; if you feel you are in love with this girl.

There is nothing wrong with being lesbian or bisexual, you just have to accept it.

If you really care about her and want the butterflies to go away, tell her how you feel. If she reciprocates, you should feel less nervous and be able to kiss her.
ask her out! ur always gunna have butterflys.
R u planning on having sex or not?
If she was drunk and didnt remember dont worry about it i wouldnt get into it but do what you want
you are not straight. dont say that you are... there is nothing wrong with being bisexual. i know what just happened- you read that and thought, ';this answer is stupid. i am straight!'; no.. you aren't. but there's nothing wrong with it. go for it if you feel it is mutual :)
um...

to get rid of the feeling, tell her how you feel

im preety sure thats why you feel sick cuz u have feelings for her and your scared of what she might think if you be all serious and stuff.
The butterflies were probably because you were nervous about being with a girl. If you love her, wait to spend time with her until you think she feels the same way and then tell her how you feel.
Answer: If you two can go in your pants and throw up together at the same time and laugh about it in front of each other, then it is true love and you do not have to ever worry about being embarrassed about anything ever again. So go for it and see what happens.
Saying you're completely straight isnt being truthful to yourself. If you're bisexual, then you're bisexual!! It sound like this chic likes you too. My advice, dont put on a front. If she kissed you, that means she likes you for who you are. So if you start acting like someone else, she might not like you anymore because it would be as if she was kissing someone else. Just be yourself. As for those darn butterflies, set the on fire!! LOL You're just shy. Thats all. And shy is cute.